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Posted by
ONESIXN
on May 4 2017 at 18:27
Member since: 04 May 2017
Work advice Hey guys. Thanks for your advice. I'm a young male doctor on a training scheme. As part of my training I have to rotate through various specialties to learn my trade. On a recent rotation I became good friends with two male docs, both of whom I eventually felt comfortable with sharing my sexuality as a gay guy with after they earned my trust. Both are married, one with four young kids, but on a night out around Xmas the guy with kids hit on me and announced that he had fallen in love with me over the preceding months. He asked if we could kiss, I shut him down and said nothing would ever happen. I found the whole thing very surprising and distressing but agreed to say nothing to protect his marriage and try to salvage the friendship even though it was incredibly awkward. Now of late this guy has stopped talking to me and my other friend was wondering what the hell was going on, how we had apparently fallen out and don't hang out as a group anymore. My other friend told me that the married friend said the reason he doesn't want to interact with me anymore is because "I don't share things and am a closed book." This really annoyed me and the irony of it isn't lost on me. My other friend kept asking me if there was more to it, and in the end I told him everything. He was shocked as I was having presumed the married guy was happily married. The whole thing is depressing for me as I feel I have lost a group of friends. But more than anything I'm angry that he's effectively saying the breakdown of the friendship is my fault. Any thoughts as to what to do or where to go from here are much appreciated.

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Reply from
MANALONE
on May 5 2017 at 01:14
Member since: 29 December 2013
You need to look out for yourself and if you can transfer your training scheme, then do so. If the situation is going to effect your work ethic personally and your work environment, then it's best to get out if you can. You can never salvage a friendship if it wasn't genuine in the first place regardless of what the circumstances are. Your married colleague has his own hassles to sort and while it's regrettable that he blames you, it basically tells you what sort of a person he is, particularly when you agreed to keep his actions quiet to protect his marriage. This guy is going down the path of uncertainty, and has attempted to use you to try and make it right for him.

The situation is no fault of your own but if your anger continues to lead to depression because the trust and friendship you have developed has been eroded, then it's YOU who is the most important person in this issue. You need to take the steps to ensure that you are 'safe' to further your well being and therefore your career.

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Reply from
ALTREAL
on May 5 2017 at 07:04
Member since: 20 August 2015
Greetings Onesixn,

As Manalone says, you're really not at fault here for what happened. I don't know if it was right to spill the beans about your closeted friend to your other friend, but he was really being left in the dark so I guess you had no other choice. After all, you didn't want misinformation to harm your friendship with the other doctor yet.

I don't know why this guy reacted the way he did, and stopped talking to you and your other friend because of your rejection. People have different ways of handling things. It's understandable he might be a little hurt, but at the same time he is a married man with children. And it's a little wrong for him to automatically think that because he revealed his sexuality and his interest in you both at the same time, that you might say yes. And then what? He divorces his wife and runs away with you? He knew there was a possibility that you would not reciprocate those feelings for him, or even be interested in him in that way just because you are also gay. I understand he probably feels embarrassed for opening up about it and having things turn out that way, but it's not like you were going to out him and embarrass him - you just wanted to put the conversation behind you and continue being friends. He has put a wedge in your friendship.

It's possible that maybe he isn't lying when he tells other people the reason why you don't talk is because you don't open up. Maybe there are other reasons why you aren't talking besides that conversation? You know, I think about things I said about my ex to people as we were breaking up, and after we broke up. All of it was truthful, it was how I was feeling about her and how she acted at the time. Is it an accurate portrait of the entire situation? Is it all-encompassing of the feelings I felt and the things that happened during our long and drawn-out break-up? Not at all. But it was part of it. So, maybe part of the reason why he stopped talking is because that is one of the things that caused a rift between you two, besides his botched reveal.

Or, maybe it is just what he told people to get them off of his case. Maybe he didn't mean to single you out as the source of the problem, but when discussing how you two no longer talk, the only substitution for what really happened that made sense is to say that you don't open up. When you think about it, it's really not that insulting. So you might not open up much, so what? Yeah he should have come up with a better excuse if that's what he did, but at least he didn't come out and make up some huge lie that makes you look like a terrible person.

Whatever he is telling people, that is just how he is dealing with things.

Obviously your friendship with these two people means a lot to you. Is the other doctor at least still talking to you? I mean, you could try to make an effort to extend an olive branch to this guy, even though it's not really your fault that the two of you aren't talking. Maybe he is having trouble coming to terms with his sexuality and has nobody else to talk about it with? Again, it's really not your job to be the person he has to do that with, but you could offer a friendly ear if he is willing to talk about it AND not view you as more than a friend.

At least you are on a rotating through different specialties. This means, you won't directly cross paths with this other doctor forever. Your rotation will take you to other places as you continue your training. (Surely this other doctor would have realized this, that you might not really be working together forever - and that you might want someone a little closer to your own age.) I would just focus on your work, and on worthwhile friendships. If this guy isn't talking to you, maybe at least you won't have to worry about him causing trouble for you - maybe he is just moving on from things. If you are concerned that he might do something to retaliate against you, I would see about transferring or something.

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Reply from
ONESIXN
on May 7 2017 at 21:46
Member since: 04 May 2017
Thank you very much for your replies guys. Both have given me some clarity. The reason I spilled the beans is because there was danger of losing my other friend's friendship through misinformation from the married guy. Believe me I struggled about whether or not to reveal the truth, but once I felt misinformation could lead to the breakdown of another friendship that was the tipping point for me. I'm glad to say that I still have a good friend in the other doctor, thank you again for the advice and insight.

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Reply from
SUSIEDQQ
on May 8 2017 at 13:41
Member since: 27 December 2013
Rotations last - what? three weeks up to three months? And you talked about your personal life with these work colleagues and this incident happened? Wow - overly intense, IMHO!!

I suggest that you be more private with your personal life in your professional life.

You are going to run into these Drs again some time; you want to leave everyone with the very best impression possible.

This man may have felt that he was being tested or invited into your personal life. Now - embarrassed, self-shamed and surprised - he has shunned you. He may even be afraid you will hold this over his head, professionally.

I hope this is a learning experience for all.

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