Hi All, I am utterly depressed almost all the time. Especially now I am 23 weeks n unhappy at work and at home. I also have complication with my pregnancy. I ended up lost about 6 kg. I really hate my job and i always hide in the toilet or one corner to cry several times a day. I do not have a supportive management. Which what can i say business is business when they know i m pregnant things get different. I also have a senior of 20 years in the company finally have the chance to pinpoint at me because the management is changing views on me as well. Eventually things turn very sour and tension between two of us.
At home, cos my husband is staying at my in laws i dont get to see him often as our BTO is only ready end of this year. I did not share with my husband due to he is not interested in my work. And currently he is jobless. I have to take care of my son at my parents house. I really felt very useless. Sometimes i broke down in front of my son.
I am so sorry to hear everything you are going through, Have you open up to anyone else about what's going on? Always remember you are a good mom. Is there certain things that trigger things? Take things one day at a time, Depression is hard, But you are strong enough to overcome depression, Can you explain more your feelings, this is safe place for you to get stuff off your shoulders and chest
I am sorry for that, I have read a lot about it but I am not an expert. Have you asked for a professional opinion?