I am from an orthodox family in India and i have spent my whole life being dictated about what to wear, what to eat, what to say, and what not! I would also like to say that i have been dating since some years now and i have had my own share of failed relationships and some of them even got way out of hands. But, now i have been together with this guy since last one year.
It was my birthday some days before and my boyfriend had travelled a long long way to meet me. So, i had to lie about meeting him. We met and we git physical as well, for the very first time in one year. Because he lives so far. And , naturally, i had to have a contraceptive pill as it all happened really unplanned and quick. My mother found it's box in my handbag and i was beaten up by my brother and mother. They blamed me for prostitution and called me a Sl@*. Since that day, i am being subjected to constant emotional and psychological torture. And being called names as well.
This has started to make me feel really bad about myself. I am 21 years old and don't i have the right to do as i please with my loved one? Am i wrong? Should i really be ashamed of myself?
First thing first remember you are loved ❤
You have right to do as you want you makes you happy
my wife had been in a similar situation was yours until she got out, and there is always away out.