I'm lost in my education / I hate my major
My problem is that i am studying something i don't like at all. I am studying accounting and finance and i find it really hard and apart from that, every time I'm studying I'm becoming miserable and it makes me think "what am i doing?? I dont CARE". I ended up here cause i was a very good student in high school and that is the best department to be (according to my parents). And since they wanted me to have a job, they didn't think of what I would like. I feel so lost.
I was always artistic and i was dreaming as a kid that I would grow to be someone involved in the arts world and now... Everything seems so far.
I have gained some work experience in working in art exhibitions but i feel such a LOSER if i quit my university. And if i dont get a bachelor, what am i going to do? My parents are so proud that i am there even though they know i can't stand it.
I already made them so devastated by telling them I'm bisexual, so I can't stand disappointing them again.
Any idea? Thank you
I suggest you please watch the movie 3 Idiots (2009).
It will clear a lot of your doubts ( no kidding ).
I know you will make your parents proud :)