Why do I feel always rejected?
I know many come with problems such as mine, but I feel like this is how my entire life will end like. There is someone I truly care for, and I thought he felt the same. We did have a small falling out before our Christmas break, but I guess that was the wrong move because now he won't even acknowledge me. Now, I know I am a bit complicated, but did that seem fair?
To me, I thought he was the one that would change my perspective, but turns out he's just like the rest I had confessed too. I felt I was careful this time, but I guess not. Life isn't fair, huh? Why does this always happen to me? All I want is someone to return their feelings, but I guess that's too much to ask. What do I do? I guess this is what they mean by me being......different.
I think I get the pain you were feeling moments ago. Just talk to someone who is going through the same as you. Talking to complete strangers helped. A lot!
You said, "but turns out he's just like the rest."
Is this a REPEATED situation for your relationships from the past?
Maybe just as simple as you choosing the wrong guys - or certain guys zoom in on gals who seem to attract emotionally unavailable or distant men.
How about seeing a counselor from your local women's center who can help sort all this out?