It's been myself recently that has had the struggle I've got severe depression and anxiety I'm feeling sad that one of my friends now doesn't seem to have a lot of time for me but is meeting up with the other friend and I'm not invited.
I spent hours with this friend when she was having a very bad time but I feel even though I'm suffering now she doesn't contact me to see if I am ok and I get it that yes I'm down in the dumps and probably not the best of company but I feel hurt
"severe depression and anxiety" reads severe indeed. I hope you get help and feel better very soon.
It is too bad that you were there for your friend when she was going through difficult times (and she has been there for you too, in the past, correct?), but she hasn't been there for you this time. It only has been recent, you wrote, that you've been experiencing this severe depression and anxiety, not that it has been going on for many months or years, so it is puzzling, isn't it, that she did not support you for this short time.
Yes this diagnosis of depression is in its early stages although I've been suffering a long time I've only just had the courage to try and do something about it, my 2 friends are the only people who I can talk too they know my situation but the fact friend one (I'll call her that it's easier) has been through this herself and now is excluding me and inviting friend 2 out and I don't even get so much as a phone call to see how I am , without sounding like I want a medal when friend one was suffering I was there day and night even when she would tell me I don't want a visitor I'm not in a good place I'd still send her a message saying that I understood and I would always be there for her, friend 2 didn't really go out of her way to visit well not as much as me , I just think maybe she does just prefer her company it's hurtful but maybe the truth does hurt xx
There is such a thing as selfishness. Maybe friend one is just that, selfish. That is, she does what makes her feel good (get together with friend 2 who is cheerful, maybe) and avoid what doesn't make her feel goo, being there for you because you are depressed. It is not the first time and won't be the last where kindness is not reciprocated. I understand your sadness and disappointment over this. I wish it was different for you.
You are welcome. If I believed in god, I wouldn't think he messed up creating you, not at all!
But it is natural to do well in Win-Win relationships, win for you, win for the other person. What you described are relationships/ associations that are Lose-Win, lose for you, win for the other person. It is not healthy to have Lose-Win or Lose-Lose relationships, when that happens we feel used because... we are used.
See to it that you get your Win and if you don't, lose the relationship (that sounds good, doesn't it, get your Win or lose the relationship (worth repeating?)
You are meant through go through this to build your character. Trust in the lord and he shall guide you...
She is also not a counselor, so she is wisely not getting involved.
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