We are in love so it's not a question about that.
But is it me? Am I doing something wrong? Or am I being too sensitive. I just feel like my self esteem is at zero right now. I've spoken to him about it but hes dismissive. I just feel like I'm pestering him constantly. What should I do?
You're mid 30s, you're in that time when you want to do it A LOT!~
He's mid 40s, maybe going through the 40s crisis. it could be that he feels not successful or something.
Why are you living with your parents?
And even tho you are... Go for an escapade. Go to a Motel, find some time for yourselves. Go out on dates.
Find the romance.
Let me know how it goes!
A big component is missing in this relationship. But really, what else keeps you together besides sex?
You suspect because it’s no longer an affair, and so he’s bored?
Why are you so willing to blame yourself?