As 2014 started I had a particularly hard time, I hated my job and I spiralled down very quickly, to the point of contemplating suicide. In the end I was given redundancy by my employer and started again, but that’s when the first cracks appeared. It seemed that my wife didn’t trust me anymore, it felt as if she was blaming me for loosing my job and putting a strain on our finances. I fully understand that view, but again she wouldn’t talk to me about the situation. At this point a wedge was put between us, and we stopped being intimate. In fact she seemed to withdraw all affection from me, not even saying ‘I love you’ anymore, which we did every day before.
As 2017 started, things were better; I had been in my current job for 18 months and even though I had gone through another episode of depression, it had been resolved quickly. Unfortunately I then developed a serious back problem, which resulted in two surgeries and has left me with chronic pain and weakness, which I am trying to address through exercise. As a result I have been off work since January ‘17 and have yet to return. As you can imagine my mood has also nosedived, but I am engaging in counselling for that.
As a result of these last 5 years, my wife and I have had an entirely sexless relationship, it feels more like I’m living with a friend rather than a lover, and broaching the subject feels impossible due to how difficult it is to talk to her, and because of how long it has gone on. This has all led to me feeling lonely and trapped, with no clear way out. What is the best way to approach this problem?
Your wife is not a therapist. She may not know what or how your needs were all this time. It sounds like things have not been easy for her, either.
Replies are no longer accepted on this thread. Why not start your own topic? - it only takes a moment to register with your e-mail address