Over the past few months relationship doubts have plagued me and today I finally told him the truth about my feelings. We agreed I would spend the night away to give us space but I have been crying uncontrollably for the past 6 hours and feel part of me has died. Looking advice on what to do?
Have you always felt like this, ( that he was a friend) or did you fall out of love with him?
Is someone else turning your eye?
No one else involved. I just feel if I left it and did nothing in a few years I'd end up resenting him and know that's not fair. I didn't expect to tell him so suddenly but it happened and although I knew I'd feel guilty; I'm heartbroken at what I've done because I've broken up our family unit and know he has little support outside of me.
Can you find a counselor to talk to about all this? There’s the Seven Year Itch that couples experience, or you may be personally restless and thinking it’s about him instead of your own self esteem.
Take time to evaluate all this, including getting a complete physical and talking to a professional counselor about how you feel.