I'm sick of myself. Each day I wake up and hate how I look but here's the thing, people call me pretty. Down to strangers,my mom, sister and just about everyone and I don't see it! It's not some light insecurity, I promise, it makes me want to kill myself. Down to a bad angle or anything. It's on and off whether I think I'm pretty.One moment I feel like a goddess and the next I don't. I just wanna feel okay again and no I can't go to therapy. Please just tell me how to be okay. I have things I like and talent's but nothing can keep my mind off it! What should I do?