I’ve been single all my life and I want to be in a relationship with a nice girl but no one seems to find me attractive. I don’t know what am doing wrong. Like I just don’t understand it and it hurts my mental health so much!
When I was younger in school I would get called fat and ugly by most who I tried to talk to girl wise and it like changed me I suppose, because every time I get rejected now, that’s all I think about.
It also doesn’t help my confidence with the fact that my penis is on the smaller side. Like I just feel so insignificant and I don’t really class myself a man because of it. I also feel like this is holding me back mentally and I don’t know how to change it.
And recently, I just feel so alone, like I would stare out of my works window and just think to myself. “Why am I like this? Why do I have all this problems with myself? Why am I so alone? And why will no one ever love me?” It hurts both physically and mentally, like I get this somewhat sharp pain in my chest when this happens and when I sluggishly go through my day whilst everyone around me is having a better life than I feel like I could ever have.
The struggle’s getting a bit too much to bare with and I don’t know what to do. I want to be different, I want my life to get better but I don’t know how or if it’s even possible.
I don’t know what else to say other than am I too broken?
Because it feels like it everyday.
Thanks for reading if you did.