I need advice
So, I posted on here a while ago that I’m closeted, and I still am. Still very much am. The thing is, though, is that my sexuality keeps changing, and it’s not like every year or so. It’s like every week or two. I can’t help it. I’m starting to confuse the people I feel comfortable telling, let alone myself. I can’t trust anything I say to myself anymore because I don’t know if it’ll be true in a fortnight’s time. I am still a solid asexual, but my other romantic half keeps going between romantic, bisexual, homosexual, and pansexual. I’m scared that I might never be able to decide on one and I’ll be stuck in this never-ending loop until I die. Please help me out!
When I say I’m confusing other’s, it’s mainly the people who I’m in a relationship with. One day I might love them, but the next day it feels like I have no attraction towards them whatsoever. It’s hard to tell them for fear of hurting them.
I know I shouldn’t have to make decisions, but it gives me a sense of stability and purpose.
And I’m 15.
So, my cute little friend, you are confused about your own self. You are angry with your own self!!!
You know that state of confusion where you feel really unsure about what to do, you’re talking about it with all of your friends, making lists, weighing options, lying awake all night?
It's alarming and so harmful for your own self but you have blessing that you figured out by your own.
As confused and unsure as you may feel in those moments, you’re not. You have much more clarity than you think.
Re-read that last line again. You have a lot more clarity than you think. You see, clarity is what you are. It’s what you’re born with, it’s your true nature, and it’s what is always there underneath the mess of confusing thought that sometimes dances on the surface.
Confusing thought is there in spades. Being lost in your own personal thought is what produces the feeling of confusion.
But are “you” actually confused? Nope, not in the least.
I know you are confused again after reading this!!!
At the end My Friend just relax and you must start doing meditation at least for 30 days and let me know the result I am 100% sure that you are gaining a new perspective on stressful situations and increasing self-awareness. focusing on the present. Reducing negative emotions. Increasing imagination and creativity & patience and tolerance