Got dumped. After no contact for 3 months got in contact again
I really want to move on. I have no idea what I can do to move on from this relationship in which I wasn't even loved. After breaking no contact we argued again i thought he wouldn't reply anymore so I typed in a last goodbye. He didn't reply and i lost all hope.
Next day he sent a good bye message as well and he told me he only loved the idea of me. And at the end of the day he doesn't want a human being. After reading all this my mind told me i can wait for him until he wants someone in his life and that thought is haunting me.
I have important exams coming up in 2 months and i want to study for this instead of thinking all this. My mind won't allow it since it tells me to wait but also to move on
Just move on. It seems pretty obvious to me that this was a toxic relationship. Stop stressing and worrying over someone that doesn't even want you.
Yes thank you. I have been telling him i want him and love him literally everyday. And even when we were together but he is so focused on no girl wanting him that it's emotionally draining me to always be indirectly told i am lying. It's really tiring me out. And again being told that i am not wanted when he always used to tell me the opposite. I feel stupid believing him. Thanks a lot anon you are right.