Need help and your opinions please
I'm 24 years old and I've always been a very bright student in school. But as far as i can remember my parents and my entire family have always been abusive towards me. I've gotten beaten up and hurt and scolded for no reason.I went abroad with the help of a friend and tried to live my life but my family did not allow me. Very recently my mother, grandmother and my aunt and her husband have created fake photographs of me (I know for fact cos those pictures aren't mine) and are insulting me and calling me a prostitute in public in front of my friends and all other relatives. The reason for this is that I asked them to help me with my studies and they don't want to do so. All they needed to do was refuse but instead they are insulting me. Now I have absolutely no way of funding my further education and absolutely nobody to help me. All I ever wanted to do is study, get good qualifications and establish myself with a good strong career so that I can be stable and be safe and live a happy life. I can't even fall asleep at night and I'm getting really sick by ther day cos I'm stressed out all the time. All I feel is that I have to somehow kill myself but I somehow try and stop me from doing it. But honestly I don't think I can take much mre of this at all. Im tired and sad and lonely and fed up. I have never done the wrong thing despite my financial issues. There have been days when I've gone without been able to eat cos I have no money but I still did not do the wrong thing to gain income.I tried to communicate with my family but they don't even want to talk or listen. Please help me and tell me what to do. I'm really very scared. Im feeling lost and confused. I haven't done anything wrong. Thank you all.
Hello you did not mention your age or if you live with your family. If you are old enough to move out and get your own place you should worry about yourself and your studies . They obviously are ignorant people and don't care a thing about anyone. You can always look to local churches or support groups in your area for help.