Love confusion please help!!!
Okay me and my bf been going out for 6yrs. We got together when we where 15 and we are now 21. We both lost it to each other. He dosnt have a job or know what he wants to study. So he isnt going to college. He lives with his mom still. He has very love self esteem oh so he says. He is insecure bout himself. Everytime i bring up jobs he tries to change the subject or gets mad. We dont go out places or have fun. All we do is stay at his house and hang out there. I am unhapph because i am bored of what we do all the time. Im not bored of him tho. I want to go out and have fun but im not going to be paying all the time we go anywhere. He dont have a car so i have to go see him cz i do. He has cheated on me once when i was 17 then he made a fake account when he was 16. He would talk to his old friend girls there. Thats when i cought him and dont trust him at all. We always have trust issues wich makes our relationship hard sometimes. Its been 3 years and he still dont have a job or knows what he wants to do in life. ..... ok so i recently got a new job which means new co workers. I met this one co worker which is really nice, handsome, and is the store supervisor. Everytime i see him i get a tingly feeling i never felt before. I get lost in his eyes. I keep thinking bout him. I even thought of us being together. He wants to hang out but idk as a group of co workers or just me and him so i just change subject. I dont think he knows i have a bf. I feel very gulty cz i think of him all the time. Wake up. Go to sleep. Out of no where. Idk what it is but i feel like im emotionally cheating on my bf. I love my bf but i dont think im in love if im feeling this type of way for someone else righg?? I see other guys but i avoid them due to my relationship but this is something i never felt for a guy. I just dont feel right when i see my bf . Idk what it is. But to throw away 6 yrs is hard or should i even throw it away. Im so confused idk what to do. My bf is really nice tho.
I completely understand how u feel. I've been in that situation when I was younger. I will say even tho I never followed my own advice it would b best for u to take some time away from ur current boyfriend before u start anything else. I know it's so much easier to move on when there's someone else in mind but then ur starting something new without finishing what's there now. It doesn't sound like ur boyfriend is ready to grow up n give u what ur looking for. I'm sure u love him but this is the time of ur life ur should be going out n having fun n feeling happy n in love. Not being the one to have to drive to see him n then just sit there unless u want to come out of ur pocket. It might be time for u to move on n start enjoying life. Best of luck