Now onto my situation: I am not in school, and I just started working again after a year of basically doing nothing but moping around. I take care of my baby sister while my mother works. My place in the house has changed dramatically since I hit 18. my mom and I argue and fight constantly. I struggle with depression and anxiety and it has set me back in life a lot. my mom thinks I am just lazy and useless. I feel like the house maid/punching bag and the second I do something wrong its like world war 3 on me. I know how dramatic and childish that may sound, but that is only because my mother handles things dramatically and childishly. There is no talking things out with her. I have taken emotional abuse and neglect from her my whole life. I am very unhappy in this house, but I do not have the money to move out on my own.
My dilemma is, should I move to that other town with my current boyfriend even though our relationship is shaky? Or should I let him go, and stay at home with my mom- even though I know I am not wanted there nor do I wish to remain living there if I had the choice to leave? the last time I moved out, I did it as an escape to get away from her and it blew up in my face. I just do not know what to do with my life and Im at a point where I feel like I need to start figuring stuff out. I told my boyfriend I would reconsider going with him if he wanted to get married or could show me he knows he wants our relationship to be permanent, but he says the fact that he wants me to move with him should be good enough.
Thank you for your responses and taking the time to read this.
Tired of not knowing what to do
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