Will it end?
Just when I thought I was doing fine, yes sad and lonely, but feeling positive, my mind is screaming for him, and I actually feel positive and happy that oh he is going to miss me, he will contact me today or tomorrow or soon!! im like get back to reality!! he is not going to be doing any of that and I feel stupid for hoping, that it was real, can still be real, or I don't know, making it better than it actually was. few more days and it will be a week, hoping that by then I will have made small steps forward for getting him out of my heart. he walked away from me, so stop hoping and dreaming and start accepting reality!! so hard to do, I miss him so much.
It's just a wave of pain courtesy of the detachment process. They do that - come and go. Keep your teeth gritted and that 'doing fine' will increasingly become the predominant state into the exclusive state.
Keep test-driving then dumping the potential suitors. There's a reward at the end of it. It's called The Ultimate One + Everlasting, which means, no more break-up pain, ever again.
What else can I tell you? That's it, really.