They are crazy. Am I???
Okay so this mite be a lot to take in so check it. I dnt live at home anymore cuz my step dad is a complete n total weirdo that foLlows an lies on me. And I stay in a 2 bedroom house with my boyfriend, his cousin, her two kids, his mama, his mamas friend, an then people show up whenever they want. We dnt have food cuz they sell food stamps an spend money on pills an drugs. And when me or my boyfriend buy food they eat it then literally tell us good luck on getting food. I'm almost 5 mnths pregnant an underweight. I only weigh 100 pounds. They keep us up everynight screamin an yellin an stayin messed up all night long. I loVe my bf bt this is causing serious problems with me n him an I dnt kno wat to do anymore. Its so hard to handle.
Since you and your boyfriend buy food, I would try to stash some in hiding places. You may have to get very creative. Do you know anyone who could help you hide food at another location? If you can, try to eat before everyone else has a chance, even if that means eating right after you bought food. Study who comes in and out of the house and when the area is the least active. You need a plan. Study what people do in the house. Too bad there isnâ€™t anyplace else you could stay. Do you know any places to go for additional food/support? Threaten to call the police if you need to in order to get food (of course, it might be better to just call the police without letting them know ahead of time). Or, take something away from them until you get the food you need. You need to make this the best you can for your baby. That may mean breaking up with your boyfriend at some point. I mean, he is seeing that you and your baby are suffering, right? Is he supporting you or making it better for you in any way? You really need to get in touch with others who can support you, including friends, shelters, and hotlines. My heart goes out to you. TILES
By the way, you are not crazy. The people in that house have some serious issues. TILES
Hey, this might be a weird suggestion, but it's the only way i can think of to help. just to keep ur spirits up, listen to "I'll go crazy if i don't go crazy tonight" by U2. the song getts me up in most desperate situations. i guess it's like cigaretts for me if i smoked. i kind of depend on it. so i was thinking that it might help u cope with what u're going through. here's a link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4q_AHAMVQ9c
for every bad thing that happens to us, there's a good thing later no matter how unreal it might seem!