2 weeks ago i started seeing a guy , ive known him from before , i like him a lot i mean a lot lot , he likes me too as what he shows me so far im sure he does .. dont need to ask him and we havent had anything more then kissing.
We saw each other few years ago but he wasnt ready to commit .. neither do I then now when we decided to commit to each other and we of course we still havent had sex which i fully respect that its been just 2 weeks since we started seeing each other but ...
Last weekend i went out with my friends and i got too drunk a lot .. there was a lot of fun untill on the way home with a taxi one of the guys that lives close to mine told me go his and continue drinking which i did agree .. i started drinking more and end up having sex .. as soon as the alcohol was gone i realised how bad person i am and what ive done .. i wish i could take it back .. ive never done that before to anyone .. i know some of you will just tell me to leave him or tell him but is not easy i like the guy im seeing and trust me i cant stop thinking about it .. nobody else know cos i dont trust anyone around me .. i need some advices some opinions .. someone whos been on similar situation too and yes we have beeen seeing for 2 weeks have that in mind too ... Thank you a lot
Probably the most sensible advice to you is to watch what you drink because alcohol doesn't lie. You're not the first person in the world to make 'mistakes' when you're drunk, but the trick is to realize that's who you really are and whatever occurs when you have been drinking excessively is never able to be taken back. When you call drinking fun, then you need to accept the consequences that go with it.
If you're really serious about this guy, then you need to be upfront with yourself first and foremost before you can go any further with him. It's not so much about being a bad person because of your actions when you have been drinking, it's about accepting who you are and the reasons of being the way you are.