Now imagine that the other side of you craves,needs and actually conspires to have hard core gay sex with other men.
Im talking about meeting strangers in premises designed for men to meet and have sex together. its an absolute craving like a drug addiction but once that lust has been satisfied an incredible guilt comes over me and so it should..when ever im away from home on business i actively seek out these places.
Now i know there are many who say i cant love my wife but your wrong. Some will say tell her and let the cards fall but wont forgive. she hates "fags" as she puts it, but the betrayal is also a factor..this is eating me inside but i cant stop the urges i feel..
You don't speak about sex with your wife. Are you two still active?
Yes i consider myself Very Bi. that seems to be my problem. Im attracted to sex with men and i still like having marital sex
Im screwed up in the head thats my problem and its driving my mad
What's driving you mad? That you are cheating on your wife and violating your marriage vows and feel guilty about it?
That you put your wife at risk by having sex with strangers?
That you think you lead a double life because you may think being Bi is wrong?
Something is going on in your life,and it's coming out as a sex addiction.
Counseling is in order.
i agree counsling my help.
I will never leave my marriage on my own desision, cant see a life without her and im serious about That so there will be no "letting her go"
if i came out to her i know i would loose her for sure. She HATES gays and thinks its disgusting. She is catholic. I joked with her once to test the ice by saying i might be Bi....she flat out told that would be a deal breaker with our marrige.
why can i not have a happy life with both, but i already know the answer to that one.
Sometimes it put me in a very dark place in my life
Replies are no longer accepted on this thread. Why not start your own topic? - it only takes a moment to register with your e-mail address