Soon we get closer friends and i enjoyed chatting with her. I am always uncomfortable talking with her in person. Idk why but it happens. So she used to hang out with our group of friends.
Suddenly she changes her friends. Really suddenly moves to a different group. Then i started thinking she is ignoring me with everyone in our group. So i get really angry with my heartbroken. It started killing me inside with all the jealously seeing her with other guys. After a week or 2 i just couldn't take it anymore. I asked her why was she behaving like that. She told me no one in the grp cared except me and no one gave a fuck about her saying she had to always imitate talking and all. I told her it hurt me a lot and i told her i was still not over her. Then she told me i had 2 faces and i was different in person and in chat which was true. Next day onwards i still see her only with those guys and it keeps hurting me a lot. Day by day it gets tough for me to even see her.
I thought we were close but i don't know if it was ever true. I trusted her and cared a lot about her. I never thought she ever felt like that way. Did she ever consider me as her friend ? I don't know what exactly to do now.
I am still not over her and still want her. I still care about her and i still feel she doesn't really care much.
Sometimes i feel i should be away completely but i don't want to lose her though i might have lost her already.
We still have daily fights about why i am weird. I don't get how do i even go talk to her if she is surrounded by other people all the time.
I am too afraid to lose her and want her back in my life. If not as anything but atleast a close friend.
What to do ?
You are going to have to be a mature man and ask her out for a date. Can you do that? If not, then you are not ready to date any girl. If SHE can't go out on a real date, then SHE is not ready.
You said: "We still have daily fights about why i am weird." That means you talk to her every day, but it is silly, teasing talk without really communicating.
Tell her you are done with the teasing talk and if she would like to go out - alone with you - on a real date, then you would like that to happen.
Then, take her to a nice restaurant, and get to know each other. I don't think you really know her at all.
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