Need love and hugs

I suffered from a traumatic experience that affected my psychological and physical wellbeing. I am feeling very scared and suffering from so much emotional pain and self-blame. Now all i need is love and hugs but don't have anyone. I feel that i am dying. In our culture it is not allowed to have a boyfriend

The traumatic experience was very dangerous. My uncles in india locked the house on me and they abused me physically and paychologically and all people living in that house were supporting them. It was a very scary experience. I blame myself because i decided to go to india because i was depressed. I am feeling so much pain because i went to india and put myself in a dangerous place and sick people. I just wanted to go out of their house but they did not allow me. Now thank to god i am in my country which is safe but very scared because of my fears and i blame myself for my decision to go india

I forgot to mention another man who also participated in the abuse the one who reads quran (which is the holy book for muslims)

All the people who need love and affection ..Their is only one way...That making friend ship with an unknown person whom you can't meet anytime till you die..But can talk to them daily. Why i have preferred an unknown person is.. practically speaking if you become close to relative or friend whom you can see or husband...All these people will support you or looks caring for you only for some days. But a person unknown will not leave you at all. He/she will think of you everyday and make a point to talk to you daily. Be practical and try this you will definitely know what i am saying.