Looking for immediate replacement?

Am I alone in that I just want an immediate replacement for my husband of 30 years? I want my old life back and it seems like the way to get it is to find a replacement - fast. A friend came to family night and I'm fixated on him. Am I completely mentally ill? I just do not want to be an old maid. And I hate living alone.

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