Why can’t I get over partners porn viewing

I want to know by someone who views porn why my partner (when I looked right back through his history) searched for specific types of girls in porn videos. None that resemble me at all, things he has said are gross but you guessed it, we watched it. Teenage porn was a big favourite and I’m no teenager. When first confronted he said well I mainly look at milfs because they’re better more experienced, this is not true as I watched what he did. Told him this and he cannot give me an answer. Why? He’s not viewed any for 2 weeks, longest time ever and has said he won’t anymore. One day I’m ok next I’m really angry and the thoughts keeps running through my head. I simply feel inadequate now

i guess we all have insecurities. i'll never be a tight toned young woman with massive norks who likes it in every hole, but thats what men like to watch. I personally like to fawn over jason momoa while i stuff my face with ice cream so i guess its ok. Dont be jealous or insecure, men have urges, to them its an every day normal thing. it doesn't mean he doesnt love you.