Loneliness is a disease

Feel like there's no more meaning in life. No value in friends. No value in school. No value in guitar. No value in sports. No value in soccer. No value in track. No value in myself. Sometimes i pray for someone and desperately hope for someone to be able to see right through me. And at the same time, hope she's my dream girl, that she appeals to me, both physically and emotionally. But i dream on, i know that this is an almost impossible task, a hurdle no one has solved. I have to open up and share my inner thoughts, my inner desires, my urges, my implications, my inspirations. But no one has sincerely wanted to hear. Scrap that, no one has actually sincerely accepted me and my entire self. My true self. My lonely self. Everything on the surface, my happy face, my smile, my anger, my adoration. What i want, no one has been able to acheive. What others want i've always satisfied where convenient. If anyone is reading this, please help me, dont walk away, dont do it smiling, please help me, before its too late.. Thank you..

i feel that u are running a difficult phase in ur life but let me tell u sthg...life isnt easy and everybody knows that..but u need to believe in yourself...from the time we are born until the time we die we are alone..and we have to count only in our hands and our strength...people come and go but sure in everyone's life path u find lots of different people...good and bad cos thats how it is...u must not lose ur faith,i am sure that u have people around you who love you and appreciate you...nothing is impossible, you need only to think positive. U will find for sure someone who will be able to see in you..u just need to be patient...i hope i helped a bit..

Here is the only piece of advice you will ever need: all your bad feelings, your loneliness, its all TEMPORARY. It may feel like it goes on forever but it will NOT. Guaranteed. The only thing you need to figure out is what is important to you - is it intimacy with a woman? If so, then do what it takes to meet girls you like and date them. It will take time. It may not work the first time or the second. But eventually you WILL find that girl perfect for you and then you will be able to share your inner thoughts and feelings. It will take time but it happens to all of us in the end. Good luck!

i know it doesn't help to be told this but all of us feel at some times in our lives how you feel we live in our dreams when life is bad to help us get through loneliness and sadness etc everyone has a meaning to their life and each day is a day of your life and it is precious you would be surprised to find out the most confident people are sometimes filled with doubts and fears.the right person is out there somewhere for you and you will find her one day and i cannot describe the happiness that you will have it might not happen tomorrow or next year you may meet many girls before you find her the woman that will change your life forever.life isn't just about finding the perfect partner you must live your life to the full value your friends and join in in as many things as you can all this will enrich your life with experiences and will eventually boost your confidence and hopefully make you realise that life can be good.life is tough but you never know whats round the corner

as i have understood you believe in impossible dreams and thats good.you know to believe in that means to be brave enough but you must fight for it.comes a time in life when everything loses its meaning but thats not true.try to study psychology it can be useful,try to find friends like you,never be afraid to say your likes and dislikes and live with the present moment.