The love of money

I wished my husband loved me more than he does money. He is always worried about what I spend. I bought lunch today for me and my youngest daughter 18. He cane home from work and was grumpy to both of us and would not tell me what is wrong. I had a brain bleed two years ago he was mad at me for the medical bills and threatened to leave me . Last month I was very sick with my fall bladder and he got angry with me about that and said when we have some bills paid off I can have the surgery I honestly hope that I will die because I am tired of this and this way he can have the insurance money and be happy and not worry about money.