Help I'm afraid of losing the possible love of my life

I am new to this but need some serious advice. I am with a man who treats me like a queen. He is amazing to me and I love him dearly. We've only been together for 8 months but I truly think I could spend the rest of my life with. I am also terrified of him finding me repulsive. He tells me I'm beautiful but I don't see it. I am so scared to talk to him because I'm afraid of what might happen. He says he's in it for the long haul but I have my doubts. Please help.

What are you finding repulsive about yourself? You may need to do some soul searching to see if there are some past events that keeps you from loving yourself. You won’t be able to find love and happiness until you can learn to love yourself.