Severe anxiety and being kicked out at 18

Hello… so i’ve always had very severe anxiety for as long as i can remember and it’s basically ruining my life at this point. I see a therapist and i’m being evaluated for a mood disorder diagnosis (bipolar 2 seems most likely). I said something really stupid that i didn’t mean and seriously regret but my mother is a bit of a narcissist and i don’t think there’s any way i can convince her i didn’t mean it. i’d rather not share what i said here but i believe i’m being kicked out. I’m 18F and i feel hopeless right now. I don’t know what my options are and i don’t have much family that could help me. My grandmother lives a few states away (a 20 hour drive) and i’m sure she’d let me stay with her but it’s horrifying considering moving to a whole different state when i’ve been so attached to my parents for so long. With my anxiety i’m not even sure i could do it considering i’m extremely agoraphobic and can’t even leave the house alone. Ive never learned to drive because i’m too anxious. I’m just not sure what to do here. Please help me 😭

Hello. I am seeing a therapist currently. It wasn’t much of an outburst more just a statement. I’ve apologized and expressed that i didn’t mean it but they just keep calling me a delusional liar… i’m not really sure what to do.

I think you can handle everything. The therapist will help solve this problem as well. Gradually, you will learn to speak so as not to offend other people.

I'm sure you are stronger than you think. You are still so young. You can handle everything!

Good luck with business. I think you can handle it. A good psychologist can help, but this is only as a last resort.

Good luck with business. I think you can handle it. A good psychologist can help, but this is only as a last resort.

It did not work to quote, but I will write about the psychologist. Try to find a good specialist. He can really help identify hidden problems.