The choice between 2 girls

Hey all, I've been having heavy doubts lately. I've been in a relationship for over 3 and a half years. We met when i was 17, she was 15. We were both still in puberty and we have changed alot during the time we were together. However i never acted like myself when i was with her. i'm a full out open person, big mouth small heart as they say in my country. Always in for a laugh and i love going out with friends for some beers. I'm also responsible for a local caf