I screwed up but I'm not the only one

i messed up pretty bad. i lied for a little over a year about waking up drunk with a womans head in my lap. i came clean because it was bugging me so bad. now ive found out she had been talking to a male "friend" about making love (she didnt refer to out sex as such). ive lefte her 2 or 3 times over the course of the past 4 years. the last time was 2+ yrs ago. i came out of a messed up relationship into another...... she lied to me in the beginning about her grandmother being in the hospital for me to only find out after going to the hospital that she had another guy over. after that i dont know if this made me go nuts. i havent treated her like a husband or bf should. but im so damn confused right now its not funny. she wants to blame all of our problems on me because of my mistakes and i mean mistakes. after she had the supposed "gay" guy over i messed with my ex wife and did a few other shady things. i dont know if this is going to work out.

Thanks for putting our business on the internet. If you are going to trash talk me you need to make sure you are telling the truth about what you have done. You are not smelling of roses at all, son. You are also full of shit. You keep on doing idiotic stuff and i am at the end of my rope. I should have kicked your sorry ass to the curb years ago.