Cant get over my ex!!! It's long but please read!

My relationship problems have been driving me crazy for years now. It started off in high school when i met this girl Ness, who i just thought was perfect. Guess you can say she led me on, because after months of talking she still didn't want to date me. The same year, I met a girl Syd. Never payed attention to her at first because she was one of the most popular girls in our grade. I always had a thing for her but never said anything.. little shy. When we talked for the first time in class, we honestly fell in love. Talked everyday after that. We ended up dating for a year and a half, and we were each others first for everything. About halfway in our relationship the first girl Ness got a little jealous and did everything she could to get me to like her again. She succeeded...I started liking her again and that's when my relationship with Syd went down the drain. We started to constantly fight and couldnt get along, but we felt like we couldnt leave each other because of the fact we were each others first. After a year and a half; I broke up with her. Honestly, I wasn't even hurt because I had Ness right there waiting. A month after me and syd broke up, Ness asked me to be with her, because she couldnt wait any longer. I felt pressured but i always wanted to be with her even before i dated syd soo i said yes.

Dude you are breaking up with the right woman for the wrong reasons man! She never had a thing for you and now she is just jealous that SYD got you and just wants to kind of follow her again. This is not right! you will be making a terrible mistake if you don't mend your relationship with Syd, and Ness will someday just walk away from you once she is confident that you are mad for her..

Ridingsolo24 I am sorry to say but Chevy1987 is correct. I know it is hard to see now because you have the woman you always wanted but she won't last long and you will be heart broken. I am not saying to go back to Syd I think right now you need sometime alone and figure out what it is you really want. And someone can only do that on their own