My girlfriend is 14

I need some help, I think? I have known this girl (Amanda) for over a year now on the internet. For the first 5 months we started to get to know each other better. Eventually I fell for her but she was taken. I pretended to be Amanda's boyfriend's best friend. I acted as a loyal, tight brother. to be there for him, and stick out for him and his girlfriend. I betrayed him and stole his girlfriend. I wanted her so badly. She was young, sweet, smart and talented. She was also a virgin. I have thought about seeing her to visit a few times or so. Unfortunately it didn't happen but I'll explain below. Amanda is no ordinary 14 year old. She is more mature than the average 14 year old girl, and she knows a lot. However, her parents consider her a little girl, especially her father. She is 14 years old, mature young girl. I have given up so much for this precious girl, my diamond and my life. I have given up my friends, made up some 15 year old friends. Made up this whole skit and act to fool her parents and gain their trust. I gave up my business, risking my financial position for a girl who I knew could reject me and break my heart. 4 months into our relationship, I had admitted the truth to Amanda so I know she wouldn't reject me. I told her I was 20 years old, that I graduated highschool 2 years ago. She was shocked but she wasn't angry or upset. She thought it was kind of hot, and then questioned me 10 thousand times to re-acquaint herself with me to see if I was teasing or playing with her emotions. I love Amanda to pieces, and I will give my everything for Amanda. I have always been charming, sweet and romantic to her over our long distance relationship. I wrote her poems, read some of them to her in a Skype call. Sent her gifts via mail, love letters and notes. Sent her a love card with fake flowers. I sent her a cute little teddybear, which she now calls me her pedobear. Now, as 3 months into the relationship, I tried gaining her mom's trust and try to develop this bound between us to she thinks I'm really into her. As of now, I almost have her near falling in love with me, and that did not want that....LOL Apparently I could please her well, and eventually it lead her to talking sexually to me and flirting with me. MY girlfriend's mom thought I was sexually appealing, and I never had a milf come after me. hah. She wasn't' the greatest looking milf but she sure could talk big, and sounds experienced. Anyway, I'm going off topic here. Eventually I told Amanda's mom (Melissa) that I had a poor child background, that I never had parents who loved me but mentally, physically and sexually abused me. I told her why I lied that I was in school, and that I was 15 years old. I told her I had to lie to get you both to know me, and trust me. Took her about a week to get re-acquainted with me, and trust me. I eventually got her off my back by telling her how I was saving myself for the right girl, the one whom I love and spend the rest of my life with. She felt guilty and stopped all the sexual flirtationship with me. Anyway, she never monitored our conversation and such because I earned her trust. I knew I was taking a risk to date Amanda but I just loved her so much, I just assumed I'm not a sick person who is luring a 14 year old girl, or corrupting her. I give Amanda choices, so before anyone say anything negative. I give her choices, I let her make her own decisions, and I never manipulate her nor do I engage in sexual activities via webcam. She is a virgin, and completely innocent. This would be my first serious, long-term relationship with a girl. I love her, and I want our relationship to work. I have been so lonely my entire life, and I was waiting, saving my virginity for the right girl. I have been completely loyal with Amanda during our long distance relationship, and slowly she is learning more and more about sex and cyber-sex, camwhores, et cetera because she enjoys using Google. Now I monitor her, because she is young and she is learning. Far as I know Amanda has been loyal to me and completely loves me, if not completely obsessed with me. She spends her entire day just video calling me, and such. We make over thousands of different conversations a day. So, randomly above I mentioned why I didn't go visit her, well after we told Melissa's husband, he banned me from the house. However, Melissa might allow em to come secretly. We have so much in common, we're truly a wonderful couple. Just where I thought my dream has come true, and I have found the most beautiful girl I want to spend the rest of my life with, **** storm happens... Her mom thought it would be best to admit my age to her husband a few days ago. She wanted to try to convince him I was a good man for their daughter, and that I would never bring harm to her. As soon as her husband heard my age, he went furious, enraged with anger! He was yelling at her wife, and such. He was pretty upset and angry. He took her laptop away, but I'm not sure for how long. So it is hard on Amanda and I. We miss each other or well I miss her. I miss her cute face, her adorable face and basically us texting may become boring. Amanda may lose interest in me, or make a mistake and cheat on me. Far as I know Amanda is completely loyal, but you just never know when a girl becomes "bored". I've been reassuring her how much I loved her, and continued to write her beautiful poetry. Anyway, Melissa discovered what Amanda and I had was actually barely legal, but legal. The Us laws instruct that there be so sexual touch, actions or inter-course with a minor. As well with talking inappropriately with her, such as "talking dirty" or cybering. She's been busy lately, and we are hardly texting and I have these bad, insecure thoughts about her. She could get bored, slow interest in me. Hurt me down the road, talk to other boys, flirt by accident. Cheat on me with another online, or near where she lives physically. So hard, and so scary. I love her to death, and I don't know how to entertain the one I love via text? I never imagined myself with such a beautiful, accepting, loyal, loving girlfriend. She is my first girlfriend, and now I know first love sometimes doesn't work, but I went it to. I will never give up on the one I ****ing love most, ****ing care for most in this ****ing, wretched, ****ing piece of **** ****ing world! Sorry for the vulgar language, just upset and worried. Right now Meliss'a husband din't break us up, I'm not sure if he would or has a choice. I'm thinking he fears losing his daughter's relationship but he doesn't already realize his daughter hates him for all the stupid **** he does, and hide from her. So, in conclusion do you think (Robert) Melissa's husband will return the laptop any time soon? Will Amanda's father accept or live with our relationship? And lastly, do you think Amanda lost interest in me, or has given up on our relationship?

im 15 and i know you are worried about amanda but truthfully amandas dad is a little bit right.this is a life lesson amanda has to learn because you are 20.You are putting your love in a child and she could hurt you.I was raped so im emotionally damaged but amanda loves you if what you say is true and if you love her wait 4 years and if you still love her go for it because her dad wont accept this no matter what trust me i've tried and my dad wouldnt go for it and im 15 and promised to keep it g rated