Any help will be appreciated

ive been with my bf for 2 years, he got my pregant thinking that its what i wanted after me telling me countless times stop this isnt safe he would carry on, my mum helped me get a abortion which to this day has given me depression along with my eating disorder. he as previously pushed me on the floor in a club and hit me a few times the hitting as stopped but another thing has re surfaced. he tries to have sex with me everytime we are in a room together i say no and he will carry on i understand this is normal for guys to keep trying but after saying no please stop he carries on and pushing him away makes him angry. he says i shouldnt say no all the time regarding sleeping with him that im his girlfriend and im meant to have sex with him, 'if not you then who do i sleep with' he also mentioned that the reasons why married men to go esorts is because their wifes font put out. the other week he was forceful for me to sleep with him i said no and did for 2 hours while he got angry called me a bitch, selfsh and tried to self pleasure himself in my bed right next to me saying well i need to do it and you wont. i said relax and tried to cuddle him when he pushed me away and called me disgusting he started verbally abusing me which made me cry and he tried again to sleep with me until i gave in as he wouldnt let me sleep with him nudges and pushing on purpose. ive been with him for 2 years and through a lot i dont know what to do he wont let me break up with him as he will come to my house but i cant stay with him

Hi, you deserve more respect from your boyfried. The relationship is not going to evolve in that kind of an atmosphere. If you say you dont want sex than he should respect your wishes, you are not his property. You have got to appreciate yourself more and be decisive. He has no right to treat you like that, if you dont want to stay with him than prevent him from coming to you, dont have any contact with him and ignore his provocativeness. I can tell you from my own experience it wont be any better if you wait for the situation to resolve itself. Maybe you should read some books about relationship problems, or talk to someone who you trust to give you some good piece of advice, maybe even an expert. I hope my answer helps you and you change the situation as soon as possible and you will be free and happier.

Hi This relationship is very unhealthy for you and will not help your depression. He shows a lack of respect to you. He is violent - hitting/pushing you verbal abusive and forceful sex. No respect for you. You have every right to say no,its your body. He knows by moaning and abusing you ,you will give in,which you did. You need to be strong and if you decide to end it then stick to the decision. I went through a similar experience when i was young and thought i could change him but he would for awhile and made promises but the old him returned and he became more violent. I am in a happy relationship with a man who respects me and makes me happy now. If you decide to break up, then get the support of your family and friends. Don't talk to him or let him in your house.Don't be bullied in staying in this relationship, it wont work . BE STRONG AND STAND UP FOR YOURSELF. May be you should talk to someone who you can trust and discuss your problems. Seems you have alot going on with depression,eating disorder and don't need this unhealthy relationship. I hope this helps. Good luck with your decision

Hi I am sorry to be so blunt but why are you with him.He has done so much with in two years No man has the right to force you to have sex,you don't belong to him ,you are a individual who has a choice.There is a lack of respect for you. I am sorry to say but you don't seem strong enough to stop the relationship and give in as you did with the sex. Make a decision and then see it through with the support of your family and friends. Start by being distance and not answering his calls and then gradual see him less and then end it.Or end it and do not contact him or answer his calls. You are already feeling sad/low and need to surround yourself with people who are helping you are supportive /positive in your life not pull you down. I hope you are seeking help with your eating disorder since close friend of mine nearly died from this terrible illness. I hope this as helped and sorry if i sound harsh but i feel you are being abused in so many ways. good luck