What do I dooo

okay so my boyfriend of six months (we've been friends for over a year) grandmother died. he was super close to her. well on the day she died he went to his best friend and not me. now his best friend is a girl which i am mostly okay with because he doesn't have guy friends, but i thought i was his best friend too and its really bothering me that he didnt choose to go to me

maybe he just felt like he needed a friend I know sometimes I feel asif I need a friend other than my boyfriend although he is like my bestfriend. im sure he didn't do it to spite you . but sometimes people need to speak to other people besides there girlfriends and boyfriends . chin up.