Please help me I am going crazy without help

I've been in love with the same man for years.. he is my whole world, without him i get lost.. we r so attached to each other that when we fight my hear start to hurt so much.. we had a fight today and i have no one here to talk to.. most of my friends are away and no family am lonely and i dont know what to do.. i've been faithful loving and caring, i try my best not to fight with him he has trust issues which i understand because i dont trust easily. his ex girlfriend hurt him so much that he stopped caring for any other woman until he met me we became really close.. and now after our fight i feel lost its been less than 2 hours and i cant breath.. he said he doesnt want to talk tonight.. is that a break up or he just need his space ?? am not sure we talked for a while then he got mad and said these words.. "stop talking now i dont want to lsn to anything u say.. dont call dont text dont talk to me tonight i wanna be alone, have a goodnight when u sleep" is that a break up?? am i crazy?? should i call text or do anything? or should i just leave him alone and every time we fight i get like this.. i become crazy i cry and i dont know what to do how to act please help me

I totally feel you right now going thru a break up myself. But I don\'t think he is breaking up with you, he\'s just upset. I would leave him alone and let him call or text you tomorrow once he\'s calmed down.