Hurt and confused

Up untill 2 months ago the relationship with my girlfriend for 6 months ended. She left me to get back with her former boyfriend who was physically( hit on her a few times) and mentally abusive to her. In the end she told her she was in love with him. Even though she said she love me she was not in love with me. So after the breakup I try to move on with my life with my heart still hurt and still loving her. She calls me telling me she's sorry and wasn't trying to hurt me. but she calls me from a block number so I couldn't call her back. In previous conversations I asked her why the block number she says because of him. I don't understand why she calls me if she is with him. Now when I see a block call I don't answer it. Is it possible she still has feelings for me or is she just playing with my mind? She keep saying that this is not going to last long but I just don't know what she is up to. Can someone tell me what she is up to?

I think that she is banking that things won't work out and leaving that open line of commnication. She has some fatal attraction for this bad boy but in the end knows that you are the safe choice. She will be utterly lucky if you wait around or if luck has it that you are both single the next time around. If you are, she will probably appreciate you a whole lot more. Hopefully, she won't be too battered from that last situation.

Hi! Oh man COKOKISS! Nail on the head!!! She wants a fall back in case things get out of control for her again. You are a good guy who she trusts, the horrible good and bad of not being a total jerk. So move on, don't answer her calls even if it's the hospital. It may be hard to do, or hear, but she will only take you for a ride again. Hope this helps and good luck!