Where should I go?

Hi, My name is Nickel, and my parents got divorced a couple years ago. So I have to live with my mom, she's strict,focused and loving. Since I moved, all the kids are ghetto, they talk B.S like there actual adults.I don't have a lot of friends because I refuse to change for anyone of them wether, it's cursing, or being ghetto, NEVER WILL I EVER! And besides, here it's like I have no SOCAIL LIFE! And I don't like my mothers ways, like we barely even talk to each other and she hits me when I get angry her when I scream at her to leave. Which apparently in a parents point of you may be good, but I don't think so, but every summer I go to my dads house He's serious, nice,sweet,caring,funny but a little mean. He never usually smiles but I can tell he really really loves me. And my friends appreciate me for exactly who I am and I love, that and I would 100% have no problem moving there, if it weren't for my mom, she would be heartbroken if I left, she would be so sad, and I would be sad and I would cry (like I'm doing right know) and if I did move I would only get to see her for ThanksGiving,Christmas,My birthday,Spring Break and that's in and maybe Summer if she comes, she would be so sad, and I can't go through that, we'll I can, but I can't so what should I do Live with my loving dad with all my supportive friends and a social life on the weekends with friends and see my mom maybe 6 times a year,or live with my mom where she loves me but don't have a lot of friends or social life where I don't like my mothers ways and only getting to see my dad 2 or 3 times a year and my friends once just because I don't want my mom to be sad,what should I do? (Try to feel the love and the pain)

hello. What i think, is you need to stay with your mom. She needs you. The reason that she's like that is because she is alone, she really really needs you. If your having a problem with friends, just try to wait and the right people will come to you. Or if not, you can go online and look for friends. I CAN BE YOUR FRIEND. But for now you really need to stay with your mom. You need to understand her. And love her the best you can. Godbless and ill pray for you.