Please oh please help

Okay so I've been talking to this guy for like a month & three weeks now. He's a year older then me but we are both very young. I've been that girls that's never been noticed && all my friends are all so pretty so they always get the attention until Finley one day I worked up the course to give my number to the guy. Well I didn't give it to him, I threw it. He was sitting I front of me of the bus & I threw it in his lap. He was new then. Had just moved here 3 months & I always noticed him at lunch & in the Hallways & of course on the bus. Whenever is go out running I would see him & his twin brother playing basketball over by where I going running. So it took me a while to actually work up the courage to "give" him my number. I was just so scared of being rejected & he's so good looking I felt like {still feel like} why would he like a girl like me. So he texted me & we hit things off just perfectly. We both have very strong feelings for each other {well I think}. He asked me out 2 weeks after talking but then four days later he told me he wanted to take things slow because its been awhile since he's felt this strongly about someone & he felt like we had been moving a little to fast. So we are on break. He'd do these things sometimes to get me jelly bean but I wouldn't let it get to me until something bad happened in away. He was out playing basket ball with his brother & he goes home early to get ready to hangout with me. When he get to the light to cross the street two girls are standing there. One with blonde hair the other brown hair. The one with brown hair flirted with him & gave him her number. he texted her & had the nerve to tell me that she is pretty but right after he said it i'm beautiful . . . he said that because the look in my face. Now he would always go for the Latino girls before {he's Latino} but he's only dated another blonde before & she isn't as blonde as me. Plus I'm very pale & I have light green/blue hazel eyes. I am worried that if a girl who he would have always have gone for before Comes into the picture he'll leave me. I have such strong feelings for him. But they still text each other & i dont feel comfortable with that because yes i do feel like i have to compete, her intention aren't just I wanna be friends with him, he still has yet to tell her I like someone else, he's leading her on, maybe even leading me on. The day that the girl gave him her number he fingered me . . . It was my first time & it hurt & he was rough & I didn't like it. Now I have a feel he is loosing interest In me & I'm only a booty call now. He doesn't really say sweet things. Doesn't really put smiley faces on the texts. Like he on vacation right is for the week visiting family & we have texted each other honestly at all & we always do. I was so worried about him going because i don't know what he'll do. Yes he's single & he can do what he wants like I can too. But my biggest fear had happened. He told me a girl kissed him. It was one of his closest girl friends. I got upset & hurt because he didn't do anything about it {told me he ignored it} plus that means he never told her about me & him. Yeh I understand we are "together". Now I am scared he won't ask me out. He said when he gets back & we go on a date he will but I'm scared he's loosing interest & he plays these games with me. He also get so mad & it's okay for him to be mad but as soon as I get bad or talk about something he drops it. "Ooh we will talk about it later. Not now." He runs away from the problems. I hate it! He alway never compliments me. Only when I say something. But the advice I ask for is this "why so guys play minds tricks???" "Am I a booty call???" "Does he still like me???" "Is he leading me on???" "Is he worth it???"

Let him try talking to you. You soundalike a beautiful girl and another guy will wait for you and do thing to make you happy

Do you think he will willingly come & talk to me???

Yes I think he will talk to you after he know you don need him and your not wrapped around his finger try doing your own thing focus on other things watch movies go out with friends or family get distracted but hey if he doesn't his lost and that shows how much he "loves you" keep me updated here any more questions or more advice post here and ill try helping

Okay well he told me last time I texted him that he was coming back from his vacation on the 28 which is today but I never texte him back. I told myself that I would wait for him to come to me because I always text him right. Last time we texted each other was Tuesday. Well I gave in. I texted him earlier today like 5-6 hours ago && he hasn't texted me back. Now he probably fell asleep or was busy saying bye to family && friends && just forgot to text me back. But now I'm kinda worrying. I can't really sit still. I'm trying to do all these things to get it off my mind but I'm just really worrying. Then I'm thinking that I'm making a big deal out of nothing. Like I feel like I sound crazy . . . I honestly don't know what to do anymore. I'm just so scared of not knowing cause then I feel like something may happen && I will get hurt . . .