She left me completely

So I've datrd this girl all through highschool and we were super serious. She would even talk about marrying me and that she was so excited. We are even going to the same college. Right after graduation, she broke up with me and broke my heart. Its been almost three months now and I've continually tried talking to her. She keeps telling me that she doesnt love me and she doesn't care that I love her. She doesnt want a commitment at all. She said she goes out with other guys and kisses them but every time (rarely) I talk to her or meet up with her, She won't let me kiss her. Idk what she is doing but she doesnt seem to care. She also says that I can't let things go and we just don't work when I thought we were perfect. She said we can't be friends because I still have feelings. I even did I would do anything for her because I love her so much and she says she doesnt want someone wipped. Which I don't even get because she means so much. I even try going on dates and I just miss her more. I feel awful and she seems not to care. I even asked if I leave her alone will I have a better chance and she can't tell me yes or no because she doesn't want to give me hope. I feel like I'm some kind of monster and I don't know what to do.

move on,its over with her

I'm sorry and I know it hurts when you have put so much of your life into a relationship, but she has stated herself that she doesn't feel the same. You are a young and the hurt won't go away immediately but it will eventually in the meantime keep yourself busy with friends or a hobby. Life gets better promise!!!!

Hello :-) I went through the exact same thing with my ex bf, for a year it was perfect and we were madly in love next minute he dumps me and isn't in love with me, won't make an effort with me, seems angry with me all for no reason that I can think of! So firstly, you go out there and find yourself someone to kiss, that'll show her! Give her the cold shoulder, show her she made a mistake! She didn't deserve someone as good as you! And if she gets another bf it'll all go wrong for her and she'll come crawling back to you :) but there are plenty more fish in the sea and time's the best healer! Don't forget who you are, you got about without her fine and you can do it again! You are special and someone out there (a lot better than her) will find you and you'll be happy again, I promise okay :-) keep your chin up, and keep positive, yolo my friend x