My love

i think i am in a crush with a girl..she has a diff religion.different school.she is a studious type.as for my case i am a studious type too.only for that reason i dont know much on love and its complications.i want to convey my love for her but have to think of studies and future.but i dont plan to give up on her..im afraid that ill lose her when the studies are over.since its my first and only, i am nervous.we are good competitors in classes but i think that will make her fell hatred towards me.i have not known love and this is my first situation of the feeling.it hurts a lot and is a constant pain seeing her in class.conversation between us had never taken place except for a-'have you done that physics problem?'{true i have done it but hid the fact from her so as to make her feel good}i dont know what to do..im not a type of cool handsome guy.im a bit obese(a little)but i dont think i want to make that a reason to lose her.i have the ability to become a cool handsome guy{a mater of workouts and healthy food}.i have good friendship with other girls but am kind of attracted towards her.she is so cute to watch and i falter in conversations with her.. i get my concentration averted in classes sitting near her bench.so i go to the backbench for this...i dont know anything on the topic-love-is this feeling harmful?..but one thing for sure if i get her ill marry her and my life ll be a happy one,..if not i will leave it as fate's play and seek up my dreams....sincere heps needed here plz plz.....

I know you don't want to ruin your studies but I think you should tell her anyways. Before it's to late. Be brave and no matter what happens tell her how you really feel, It might be hard but I think you can do it *hugs* This may not be good advice but I understand how you feel. And it's not good to hold it all in it'll just eat you inside. And if she prefers the cool and handsome type then she's not for you, please stay the way you are. Best of luck -Flipped coin