cheating ex gf

I dont know how to get over my ex gf of 15 yers and mother to my 2kids. Things haveny been great for us for about 2 years. Strain of money , kids ,general relasionship stuff. We went on hols in july 2 dsys later she said ots not me its her and wanted me to move out of our family home,so i did moved back to parents. The first 2days all i cud think of was the kids then it hit me what about her. A couple of days later i dropped of kids and i sen here phone on table so i started to read her texts i found loads of sex texts to snd from this guy dating back to when i was living in the family house i felt numb it killed me. Its been 2 months since break up still jurting not that the fact she has never admited it to me and not the fact she is still sleeping with him in my bed but how cud she have zero feelings for me and now have loving feelings for him. All day evety day sll i think of is her / her and him / her and me together even though i know she would never get back with me even for the sake of our kids . I love her so much it is kolling me

Keep yourself busy and find something you love doing. Never keep your mind "idle" since its a perfect playground for bad thoughts and memories. Of course you are not going to forget about the mother of your 2 kids and a wife for 15 years. So the only thing you can do now is keep yourself busy but do not neglect why this situation happened in the first place. Make sure to think about what happened, why it happened and how to prevent it from happening again. There are a lot of factors on why this happened and why it turned out the way it did. If you need more help on how to go about starting a new, feel free to reply or msg me.

The thing is if she can do it to you she can do it to anyone els there is great ladys out there that would love you for you and would love to spend time with your kids But first take time to heal take time for you as a person then start new and fresh with your kids. And find that special someone that could love you and your kids