Can I ask for some advice what to do next?

My ex-GF and I ended our 5 year long relationship last august. its been 3 months and this are really rough for me. finally i decided to text her and if possible, ask for a closure. our conversation goes like this: ME:"Hi! im sorry for what i did before. ill be honest, i am devastated by our breakup. i guess i have no choice but to move on. Im sorry for what i said to your mom [we had an arguement]. I just realized now that the real value a person is revealed when u are about to lose that person.also, please change ur password as i cannot help myself but to look at ur FB once in a while. [[She:]] y? [Me:]] lets say im in denial stage thats why i take a look at it from time to time. it hurts. it brings memories. im sorry. i just cant help it sometimes. [[SHE:]] Just move on ull find someone better than me. i wish u will find someone who is better than me. u dont deserve someone like me. [[Me:]]i never wished and asked someone other than u. my single biggest mistake is knowing ******* (this girl but we dont have a relatinshp) I cannot turn back time. i know i made a big mistake. i just realized that clinging to the past is better than moving on. [[she:]] I dont know what to say. just do what u think is the best for you. i dont want to hear bad things about you...then after i texted her. she just texted me to stop texting her. background : she got terminated from her job coz she got caught having sex with a coworker. i really dont know what to do. confused if i should move on or what

I know its hard but u need to move on this girl sounds as if she over you. Delete all contact u have with her,phone nums and facebook. Logging into her facebook is just bringing things back into your head that u dont need your not going to get over her if u keep doin this. Think of the bad things instead of the good in your relationship and remember there is somebody better out there u just cant see it because ur head is still in love with tat other girl.

sometimes its is easier for us to stay in a relationship that is not good for us than to move on because of the change, the questions of what happened from family and frriends, and just simply being alone. I think you will be ok moving on this person doesnt sound like they had respect for you and you will be better off. It takes time to heal from a broken heart and changing into a new situation, but each day will get easy. Since she will not change her facebook password you should try and maybe delete your account for a while anything that will make you think of her stop doing it, until you are stronger to handle your emotions towards it.

thanks everyone. i guess you all are probably right. i got to move on