Ex-girlfriend

Well hello there...but,let's get straight to the point. So me and my girlfriend had a really cool relationship...like,i loved her...but them...dammit she betrayed me with my best friend...i'm feeling like crap...i've never been a guy that planned things to the future like...a family and things like that...but with her,i've started to think in these things...damn i was so happy...like the possibility of having a family...a happy future at her side at least...everything that i've planned fallen apart...i started to cry...them after a time my sadness turned to anger...i've started to act like a bad people...but i'm not like this,and i will never be...but my heart is full of sadness right now,i can't get out of this alone...when i was younger i never asked for help...but now...the things are different...and i would really like to have someone to help to pass this very bad moment of my life.

Your are maturing and in touch with your emotions. That being said your are dealing with a problem on two fronts, the best friend who betrayed you and a girlfriend you thought you could trust. I will assume that the friendship has been longer than the relationship. If you are strong and they are truly apologetic then there is nothing wrong with giving them another chance as they are both important in your life. I say this without knowing the specifics of what happened. One more misstep and you will have to let the offender go and never look back........................good luck!