Need advice please

On a night out with some friends i only know recently i drank way too much and i did something stupid. I kissed a girl, not one that was out with me, but it was only for about 2 seconds. I don't know what came over me to do it. I am married and my husband was out with me. No one seen it happen but i stupidly told everyone. My husband is not annoyed with me i think because he can see that i am really upset about my drunken behaviour and he knows it was just a huge mistake. But now i am worried and embarrassed about what everyonr else thinks of me. I am planning on denying it if anyone says it to me but they might not even mention it or they might not believe my denial. I haven't eaten properly for days and i am bursting out crying randomly at home and i feel sick over what i did and when i think of what people might think of me. I never did anything like this begore. I need advice on how to get over this and stop feeling awful and to know if i am over-reacting - is what i did really as bad as i' m feeling.

If you're really upset about your drunken behavior, then you really need to stop or moderate your alcohol intake. You don't know what come over you? When we drink more than usual most of us lose our inhibitions, we lose control. Sadly, when it comes to our actions while under it's influence alcohol doesn't lie. That's why we can't use it as an excuse for our actions. So if you don't want to be embarrassed and humiliated about what everyone thinks of you, after you're been drinking more than usual, then don't drink...it's that simple. Be thankful your husband is the understanding and supportive type. And I think he's pretty level headed about it all as well....maybe take a page out of his book? The people who know and respect you won't mention it because they will know just how upset you are about it. (But be wary, because at times like this, you will discover who your true friends are). In the meantime, stop worrying about a past 'mistake' which you plan to deny or in other words, lie about. Have a good, deep look in the mirror as to understanding who you really are. Be true to yourself.