I miss my baby!

Can anyone, preferably a mature female give any advice to me on how I may be able to get my girl back or ease her heart from a terrible thing I've done. I do want everyone to know I do love this girl and care for her a lot. And she does know this. I have said some really nasty terrible things to her only after responding to something hurtful from her. I admit I should have been a much bigger man but now I regret so much for the things I said that hurt her so much "BADLY". Now she won't talk to me and its been two months now. Shoe claims she never want to talk to me again but I feel she don't really feel that because what we shared together was uniquely genuine both ways. We both felt it very shortly after meeting one another. We have had difficulties before where she stopped talking to me and even changed her number on me but always came back to me. What can I do to bring my baby back to me so I can show how pitifully sorry I am. She's really very special to me and I need not only for her to know and hear it from me but to feel it also. Can any lady out there that may be reading this give me some kind of advice on how I may be able to get her back. I'm beginning to feel I may have lost her for good. I thought I could handle this on my own. I can't come up with anything yet myself but I want to do something genuinely unique.

hi,you need a third party to intervene in this situation like a common friend,you dont know what she wants now without communicating goodluck