I'm beginning to feel sick over my thoughts

I'm a good person. Up till last year I looked like crap, but after that summer my image changed. People started calling me attractive and the consensus was that I was "cute" from all girls I knew and others as well. My levels of confidence grew. In the time I spent before this happened I never had a girlfriend due to my own inferiority and now that I believe I'm "worth it" I don't know what to do or how to do it. I'm 18. Sadly, that isn't the worst part. As of recently I've been talking to women online to help with my problem,but another one has risen. I've been asked to send nude pictures of myself on occasions and every time I have to fight myself not to. That's not the person I am, that's not the person I want to be, but years of being ignored by women has left me an easy target to sly compliment and dirty words of women online. I want to keep my honest personality, but there are times when the idea of exposing myself to others is so great I just want to download chat roulette and show myself to whoever I want. I feel like a bad person and I don't like this side of me. I feel like my sexual frustration is beginning to dominate my thoughts.

Sweet Guy584, I have dated online many different guys, and although they ask me for "sexy pix," I Only send ones that are "Clothed," never a------"bare essential." And you should Not have to, neither. Many girls online, who ask you to do this, please be leery of. They could Really be "men's in sheep's clothing," posing as women, who want your Nudies to sell and make a profit from. Or whatever other purpose in mind. Don't do it. Keep searching. There are many girls online, genuine and amazing, who are looking for the same thing you are----"worth it." Good luck.xx

You seem very intelligent you can see clearly whats happening so that's good, but I agree with the other advice showing yourself off nude u may regret it later even though it seems like a good idea at the time? but.. I will say if your an adult and its your body then you have the right to relive ur sexual tension how u see fit so there's nothing wrong with going on Chat Roulette etc its healthy to wanna sexually explore... just try and be as safe as u can is all I can say and know urges that you have dont make you a bad person but that doesnt mean if you go through with it you might not regret it later in life. I personally would only ever show myself nude to my partner, maybe you should focus on getting a partner? then you can be nude and get rid of your frustration? Good luck.