Broken and alone

I am 17 and female. I know a lot of people have problem and I hate asking for help. But I don't know what to do anymore. I am severely depressed and I feel so alone. No one understands. My mother and I fight 24/7. My siblings either hate me or are too young to understand. I have no friends and I am a recovering cutter. I hate who I have become. All I see when I look in the mirror is a fat, ugly, worthless, failure. I am so lost and broken. Someone please help me.

Hey do u have any friends? Is there anything that you are aware of that you know you are good at?

Babe I have a daughter that said the same. You have not been in an environment that's positive. When I look back how I thought I looked 20 years ago I think now. I wish I could see how good I looked. You are probably lovely but it's the people around you that make you feel negative. My daughter used to sit in doors everyday feeling over weight. One say she said to me about cutting. Now I have s different approach to most and I said. Yeah Jo. It hurts and if you want to hurt yourself ill do it. Cause I thought she se it on hollyoaks on tv. Yes it is serious. But you are doing it cause you want someone to take notice you have a problem. STOP. tHINK. Think about what is out there in the world. I am working class and always told my kids you be anything in life. So look at what you want to do. Get off your bum and start to look at how you can get it. I lost every thing and I am 46 but I think chin up and start again. At least you are young and you are just starting out x

By the way my son and daughter hated me when in their teens. Love them to bits now. I laugh. I used to say I love them but don't like them. Listen your all over the place at this ages remember that. X

You also have to be aware of who u are. Who's incontrol? What things are important to be in control of? You're the only one that can decide how ur life is gonna be You might have a lot of ideas of who u r and what's wrong with you. But listen to me take 5 minutes and put all your ideas and preconceived notions about urself and put it on theback burner and judge yourself as if you were ur best friend wiegh out the facts, the pros and cons look at yourself as the greatest person ever And think about one piece of advice you that can help you. think about all the great things that you have, you've got em. Be happy about small accomplishments. Physicality is limited, physical things change. Looks aren't everything. If is bothers you that much don't look in the mirros that often. Remember ur important enough to GD! So ur pretty important. If u weren't you wouldn't have woken up this morning. Gd created the world and He's running it, he also gave u free choice. Use it to the best of ur ability to make the right decisions. Also ur In the prime of ur life, some of the best years. Its importan tto rmememebr that ur turning into an adult so there's lots going on. Good luck sweet heart

I don't know who you are but please stop feeling that way. The pressure on your family and..other people...can be overwhelming. They have lives too and they worry about things too. But you have the choice to speak up and be vocal about your concerns. Find ways to solve things without hurting yourself. Never hurt yourself. I shouldnt be giving this advice because I hurt people as well...but I have also been in your situation as well. Life is fucked up but we gotta be tougher. Live on your morals and succeed with strength.