Cuckolding - confused

So I have been in relationship with my boy friend for 2 years now. Everything is going well and good. Almost 6 months back we were just chatting and he threw in the topic of cuckolding. I thought he was kidding with me but apparently he was serious. I refused at first thinking that it would probably be a test of faithfulness, but he kept insisting and then I agreed. He had his room mate in his mind and he didn't want to go the normal way too. He had set it all up and then all went according to his plan. He enjoys watching us as he says. Now the anxiety in my mind. I won't say I don't like it. His room mate is actually a good guy and its all actually going well. But I am not sure what he would be thinking of me. He talks and behaves with me normally otherwise. Is it okay for me to continue as such?

Thanks Susie. But he never forced me into it. He pestered me with these thoughts though and convinced me to do it. And to be honest I don't mind either. But the thought that what his room mate would be thinking of me as a person is what confuses me. I don't want to look "cheap" because I have a very good reputation between mine and his friends.

It's just another fetish. Just Sex nothing more. You mentioned he set it up so probably this third guy is just up for it for sex. Maybe its his fetish too. If you are serious about your BF tell him how you feel about this whole thing.

Thanks again Susie. We have kept this just between us, so its not about others, but just what he thinks of me. He is a nice guy and after all this I have not seen his respect for me going less. Outside the room he behaves the same with me as he used to before. I had thought of asking him, but I am unable to garner enough courage to ask him about this and I don't want to do any such talking behind my boyfriends back. I of course did this for my boyfriend but its not about the feelings between his roommate and me. Honestly putting it in one word, I don't want him to think of me like a *lut

Thanks Chacha. Its a fetish. Yes. And I had thought over it before I had agreed to do it. I had talked to my bf about its implications on me and our relation and he was quite eager about this. My main concern is what I wrote in my previous post.

See he experienced his fetish. Now you can opt out stating your discomfort in it. Between 2 partners anything with consent is ok but when more than 2 get involved there is always a risk of things going seriously wrong. So do be careful. He could discuss it with his friends which could be common friends to you both too.

I think this is ok for you to be doing. Sounds like everyone is being good with each other. I'm old now and haven't had a 3 sum in some years. With the right couple it can be a great stimulus in a relationship. Usually these tend to have a beginning and an end and I think that's good too.