Confused and need answers

Hi I'm sure I'm not alone In my problem but still looking for some advice . I have been married for two years my husband and I have 4 kids between us just one is ours together,9 month old baby girl. We have a great life together n a great sex life. After the baby was born we used condoms 4/5 of them. Last sat I was putting away washing I noticed there was only two. Yes I worried I told myself I was worrying over nothing he dosent have time to cheat, we are v happy and we have just bought our dream home. It was niggling at me so on Wed I looked just to make sure they were gone and not just misplaced. There was only 1!! I asked him I didn't shout scream or accuse him but did voice how scared I was n how devestated I'd be if I lost him. My husbands answer was "I dont know" he got quite hostile saying how he would never risk what we have, how much he loves me and adores me, "I don't know" is still the answer and he is continuing as normal. I'm so scared and he seems unaffected? I know it's not for masterbating as we are v open about stuff like that. I have no issues with "alone time" I just need to know so I can stop tormenting myself n thinking my life is just about to unravel. I can't face the thought of being a single parent again I raised my daughter on my own till we met when she was 9, she's now 14 it would break her heart too. I have a duty to protect my girls an unhappy home makes unhappy children! I'm desperate for a solution a logical one 5 condoms don't just disappear?? ??

I am not sure what answer you are looking for. If you both have NOT used the condoms together then I think you have the answer. The other probability could be that one of your children may have taken them.

you said you have 4 kids I am they might have used as balloons. :) or might be thrown to garbage. I don't think your husband is a dumb ass to use the condoms from the house cupboard to be with another woman :) so relax.

Ya...it could be the kids. Just keep checking the time its getting missing. If it is at a time your husband is not even at home then you have your answer. Another point is after all this discussion, again one gets missing means you can be sure its the kids. You may set up a camera to know the exact person if it occurs again.

I asked my 14 year old daughter directly, she was horrified!! And unfortunately realised what was happening. It was obvious how upset I'd been lets face it it's impossible to hide devastation. I actually hoped it was her which in turn makes me a shitty mum!!! She is 14. I'm v open with her we discuss sex she knows she wouldn't be in trouble. My step kids don't live with us, in the period of time the last one went missing they were with their mum.