Torn like Latoya Lucket

Well this is my 2nd year in College at a 2year school in a very rural area. We have nice amount of students but anyways. My boyfriend and I have been together for a year, but it seems like OUR happy realtionship has turned into something far from that. We argue constantly if we have a good day there is always something to turn that into a bad one by the end of the day. When I tell him how I feel He tells me I'm crazy and he never gets what I'm feeling when I explain how I feel about certain situations. He tells me I never want to do anything and never do anything for him. although i can count numerous of times whne I always think of his feelings over mine. We never go to anything around campus together, really the only time I see him during the day is really if i/he stop by his/my room. No outside interaction witch cause me to wonder also. Most days I don't see him until night time aound 10,11,or 12. And thats when he want to chill watch movies and I have to get up early. ANd before we go to sleep mostly all the time he wants to have sex. He doesn't know how to play and then go to sleep he can't stop. Big fact he took my virginity back in March 4months into our relationship. Sometimes I wonder would we have lasted this long if I hadn't had sex with him. And now 8 months later I feel like our relationship is strictly sexually connected. I'm not saying that he can't live without my sexual experience which is far from great becasue I am not much experienced. Since we have been arguing I haven't really had much of a sex drive. Actually everytime we have it it hurts something terrible so we end up not doing it. I think it's more of a mental thing tho, because I have been doing some reading if you have resentment in your mind, you may not be able to produce the lubrication you want.